Oy

[aislynn]

*gasp* Fandom wank has invaded my Doctor Who! It involves a Season 4 spoiler that I won't mention because, well, only jellyfrog would even care and SHE would be the worst one I was spoiling. ;) But bottom line, wank is currently busting a move ALL OVER MY FANDOM. Dude. I got right righteous tired of all the SPN wank even before it became TEH WANK OF DOOOOM!!! o_O ;)

By the way, I'm more than aware that fandom wank is in every fandom. ;) (If it wasn't, they'd have to find another name for it, right? ;) )

Also I made the penultimate mistake that I've been trying to avoid whilst working on a vid: I watched a vid rec for a really spectacular Doctor Who vid and now I feel:

1. Like a talentless twit

2. Like a boring, talentless twit

3. Like a boring, talentless twit who has boring, talentless ideas

4. Like a boring, talentless twit who has boring, talentless ideas and couldn't vid her way out of a paper bag if you gave her a map

5. Did I mention the Doctor Who wank? Wank...right there in my Doctor Who, I mean, can't you dig it? o_O

6. I need coffee

7. Except it's almost midnight and coffee would not really be a wise choice right now if I expect to close my eyes at some point tonight

8. Yet...I still would like some coffee (which is why I love Ianto on Torchwood; he always makes the coffee *waits patiently for a coffee-bearing Ianto to show up* ;) )

9. Speaking of showing up... My mini-Doctors aren't here yet. :( I wants them here NOW, yes, precioussssss... Note: This moment of impatience brought to you by the Gollum Foundation: when you positively, absolutely, need to whine about not having your action figures the Ring in your possession right frickin' now. ;)

10. Despite my choice of mood theme, I'm not actually infuriated, I just wanted to watch Nine yell at somebody... :P

The Uber-Angst is about a bit over half done and I keep hanging up on a couple of key places. *sigh* I've been using some audio clips because they fit in nicely with the story, IMO, and there were some accommodating places in the music for them. But now I'm worried that they're more distracting than helpful, which sucks. :S And the "big" one towards the end is much more of an involved production than I'd like and is waaaaay too choppy despite all of the work I've done to smooth it out. BLARGH! I've wasted all of my vidding time today trying to "save" this one spot! So I'm considering removing the audio part of it but then that'll make it harder for non-Whovians to understand what's happening at this point and will also put it out of balance with the rest of the vid because this will be the only instance in the song where there's no audio clips at that point.

*pouts*

On another note, I just heard a song that I've always liked but never expected to vid before and... Veronica, my evol vidding muse, sucker-punched me with A Naughty Idea for a DW vid. I'm not even sure if I could really pull it off, so it would probably be a waste of time anyway. Ah well, I'm not in business to start yet another DW vid right now, 'cause I'd still like to try and save the Uber-Angst. I may end up doing a no-audio version in addition to the audio one and just have to see which one I like better. :S Although I'd have to change the clips in those spots so I don't have a lot of talky clips with mouths flapping mutely all over the place. :S (You get enough of that anyway... DW just tends to have talky clips everywhere! O_O ;) )

Dude. I'm enjoying watching Nine yell a little too much... :P Fandom wank angers teh Doktor, yep... ;)

Welp, time to go put on my fandomwank!proof PJs and go to bed... ;) Nighty-night! *hugs you all* ♥♥♥!!!

Comments

[moondropz.livejournal.com]

Wank is teh suck! No matter what fandom it's visiting. Blah. I hate when there's wank-I prefer my lj to be a happy squeeful place. No, no, no wank. *Blocks it* LOL. Have I mentioned how wank makes my brain hurt? Because yeah. It soooo does. Ughh.
Now. Remember we talked about this before! Your vid will be yours-and that makes it special-and...yours ;-P I spam constatly-and others take the same theme and run with it. If I stopped because of that my lj would be pretty empty-lol. I don't care if it's been done-do it again and leave your amazingness on it ;-P My job as the happygodorky fairy is now done. ta!!! I so need sleep! *Slinks off*
*Huggles* ♥♥♥

[cylune9.livejournal.com]

er... I had to google what Fandom wank was and I still don't entirely understand the concept??? It that like people leaving anonymous, hurtful comment about specific plot point of fandom?

Oh, and audio is hard, very hard. Done properly and no one will notice, you mess it up, everybody will see. :(

[crickets.livejournal.com]

You are not a boring talentless twit. If it's the vid I'm thinking (hollywoodgrrl) then it's just a frakking amazing vid and ANYBODY would feel like a boring talentless twit after watching it. Even me. Hahaha. (Especially because I have a slight extreme case of vidders block at the mo...) Don't be so down on yourself. SERIOUSLY! Just! JUST JUST! Don't!

[turquoisetumult.livejournal.com]

1. Like a talentless twit
2. Like a boring, talentless twit
3. Like a boring, talentless twit who has boring, talentless ideas
4. Like a boring, talentless twit who has boring, talentless ideas and couldn't vid her way out of a paper bag if you gave her a map

LOL! But I think you're getting you confused with me! I better see a Doctor Who vid from you (even if I don't watch the show) because if I don't, I know you'll have given up and then no one will get to see your talent. Don't make me send Dean over there to kick your vidding butt. *points up at icon* See, he's stressed and SO not in a good mood so I'd try to avoid him if I were you. ;)


10. Despite my choice of mood theme, I'm not actually infuriated, I just wanted to watch Nine yell at somebody... :P

I think that's why a lot of people vid! Haha. I'm doing a SPN angst vid right now and I'm not really sad (okay, the song is uber-depressing so when I watched what I had so far, I kind of couldn't stop shaking, but that's not the point). Mostly, I look at Papa Winchester and think "He's so pretty when he's hurting... Must be where his sons get the same trait." :D

Anyway, good luck! *cut to Dean standing in a corner, tapping his foot, waiting for me to give him the order to attack visit Aislynn and her vidding muse*

*super(massive black hole)hugs* ♥

[mistojen.livejournal.com]

I saw some of that on fandom_wank at journalfen. *shakes head* If it's any consolation, that's NOTHIN lol

You're probably the least "talentless" person I know (read that twice, so you don't freak out and misread and cry or something lmao). I can't WAIT to see your vid. I LOVED your Bubbly vid and even though I hate that song now (stupid radio literally playing it once every hour, so I used to hear it 8 times a day, five days a week), it still makes me grin like an idiot when I watch your vid.

Hope you get your mini-doctors soon!

[lostashleigh.livejournal.com]

*huge huggles*

You are soooo not a boring, talentless twit! You are Aislynn queen of awesomness! ;)

I think that everyone has them thoughts about themselves at somepoint or another. Hopefully you'll feel better about it all soon. :)

And as for the fandom wank stuff, ignore it! ;)

Oh and I hope The Doctors are with you soon! :)

[jellyfrog.livejournal.com]

Hmm, not only am I unfamiliar with wank, I didn't even know there were four seasons of Doctor Who. What kind of fan am I? :P

I'm sure that other DW vid isn't any better than yours. And even if the audio doesn't work out perfectly, the Uber-Angst is still going to be the greatest thing ever! I have no doubts at all on the matter. ;)